school

i have to do better in school because I'm on the verge of not being back not semester. my freshman year i partied and wasn't doing what i was suppose to do to better my education. sometimes i think is college for me? was it my decision or my parents? or did i just do it to satisfy the feelings of others? if i don't do good this semester i am going to stop going to college. I'm not dropping out or quitting, I'm just going to find what i really way to do. does me doing that not make me a successful person in life in the future or does it make it seem as i haven't fully reach my potential?